Another day goes on, and I'm still here in this empty house, all alone. There is one other person, but she's downstairs, and we never talk. Last night I told her my story. It seems everyone agrees that my parents overeacted. They did, I suppose. My father texted me this morning asking if I needed a new bike. I told him I did. That was all that was made of the conversation.
We rode around town yesterday getting applications for little jobs around town. Mostly in food places or daycares. I'm praying for a daycare job. I just feel like that will help me stay close to God, because I'll have to be on my BEST behavior, so all of that cussing and dirty talk that goes on at secular places won't interfere with my life. I'm a struggling sinner.
I spent the night with Hunter last night. Brotime is always a pleasure.
Today, we're going to Flowood for JP and Vicki's one month anniversary. I'm sort of excited, because I haven't been out of Clinton in a few days. Whereas, before I was out of it everyday, at least twice a day. We also decided that since it was a special occasion, we'd spend a LITTLE bit of extra money, and get Taco Bell. A feast! Sort of.
I'm learning to appreciate every little thing that comes my way. Loose change drives me bananas. My beard is growing back too! I don't have a job or anything right now, so it's growing! Of course, it's still at its beginning stages, but a man can still get excited, can't he?
My nose still hurts from where I became a bull for a day. I plan on repiercing it. Since I went through all of this trouble over it, I might as well. My right foot has a scab from the very first day I left, from where the house shoe I was wearing on that foot kept scraping it. It's going away soon, I believe.
I wish I could find some way to thank all the people that have helped me out. There sure are a lot of them. I decided that I kind of want to see if I can make it without my parents. To see if I can live a life successfully without them. If I fail, and hit rock bottom, then I'll come crawling back. That is all for today. God bless you.
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